Since we're reading Alice Notley this week I wanted to share one of my favorite poems of hers, which can be found in her book Mysteries of Small Houses. It's markedly different from her writing in The Descent of Alette, but I think that it's still relevant to our class. Enjoy!
I don't see the point of
remembering you; you're too boring,
Iowa City, Iowa,
much duller topologically than
Needles, California. I'm here
in the Rebel Motel, with
my grape-colored sweater
and maté tea, whose smoky odor's
bound up with first rooms and foods here
sex and snow I
write about Needles
Herman and rocks, the story's called
"As Good as Anything," and in it
daft Herman--true local
of Needles--says
"Rocks is as good as anything."
I figured that out summer after
first love affair in New York:
hung out, home, at a rock shop
inspecting geodes and thunder eggs
Arsenic samples and petrified
dinosaur dung.
What can I say about Iowa City
everyone's an academic poetry
groupie, I haven't yet written a poem,
there's a bar where for 25 cents a
meal of boiled egg and tiny beer
Really I don't know what kind of poetry--
what's the name of the make they
use here--or what kinds of
poetry live people write in the world.
Is there a right and wrong poetry, one might
still ask as I patronize,
retrospectively, the Iowa style,
characterized, as I remember,
by the assumtion of desperation
boredom behind two-story houses
divorce, incomes, fields, pigs
getting into pants, well not really
in poems, well no "well"s and all
in the costive mode
of men who--and the suicidal women--
want to be culpable for something,
settle for being mean to their wives
and writing dour stanzas. God this is bitchy
I modeled for art class
that's rather interesting
the hypocrisy nobody needs
to paint nude women
they just like to. So here I am
naked for art, which is a lot of
dumb fucks I already know,
same with poetry
Written and judged Those befoibled guys
who think--you know--
the poetic moment's a pocket in
pool; where I can publish it; what can
I do to my second or third wife now
Nothing happens in Iowa, so
Can I change myself here? Yes
I can start to become contemptuous
is that good or bad, probably bad.
In New York I'd developed a philosophy
of sympathy and spiritual equality
out the window, easily, upon
my first meeting of real assholes.
"A rock's as good as anything"
there are no rocks in Iowa
shit black soil, a tree or two,
no mountain or tall edifice
University drabs, peeping Tom's, anti-war
riots, visiting poets
treated like royalty, especially if
they fuck the locals or have a record
of fighting colorfully with their wives.
You can go to the movies once a week,
like in Needles. You can fuck
a visiting poet; you can be paraded before
a visiting poet as fuckable but not fuck.
You can write your first poems
thinking you might as well
since the most stupid people in the universe
are writing their five hundredth here.
I'm doing that now What
difference does it make.
I like my poems. They're
as good as rocks.
-Alice Notley
This is a great poem, thank you for sharing. The difference in style from Decent is quite interesting. I wonder how this was received by the school Notley attended. For anyone who doesn't know, she attended the famous Iowa Writers' Workshop as graduate student in 1969.
ReplyDeleteNice, I like this. Check out this poem from Disobedience called "There Was Also Valium in the Drink, Placed There by Two Other People." She is very entertaining.
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